Our Power

 I've so much to write about. I feel so full of gratitude. I keep crying. Crying with happiness (for the most part!). 

Last Friday, I woke up and made the DECISION (the capitals are to emphasise that I'm not going back) to love myself unconditionally. I hear people say, read posts on Instagram about have it all starts with self-love. I think many of us walk around saying we love ourselves but do you? Do you truly love, embrace and accept every part of you? Including the pieces of yourself you don't particularly like? 

This takes strength. We are not taught this. Society tells us to change ourselves. We pick ourselves apart constantly, wishing we were like this or that or skinnier or prettier. It is horrendous. 

Since making this decision, I have been overcome with appreciation for who I am, for all I have done and for 'arriving' right here. I have put in so much time and work and it's paying off but ONLY because I have stopped the hustle and recognized it. That is the hidden key. Stopping and actually giving yourself the credit and love, the love you deeply deserve.

On a course I did recently, Someone said  'Love is power.' Love is power. Read that again. Love is the highest frequency. Love is what brought us here. We are love, we are made from love. How unbelievable.

 When we begin to love ourselves fully, we begin to love life and we are life itself! We become aligned with ourselves thus bringing all we seek into our lives. Energetically speaking this makes sense. (and if anyone reading this doesn't know that we are made of energy, you've got some study to do! lol.) 

I can't quite believe how much power I have, how each and every one of us has the power to create their reality. I can see this now. It's not just words in a book. When we shed the roles we've played, when we learn to let go, when we love all parts of us, there is this space that appears, a clarity, a force (love) so powerful. A knowing, A trust. It's overwhelming hence all the tears on my part.

I feel so open, so alive, so raw. All I've read the past few years, all this knowledge is sinking in. I've been witnessing it the last few months. It is magical, honestly. I know the term magical is quite 'unreal' to some people but it's the only way I can describe it when you start seeing the synchronicities.  

There is more to life than form, than body, than the material world. I feel so utterly blessed to know, feel and see this. I hope everyone reaches this point too. It's not even a point to be reached, It's an innate knowing to be tapped into that's within you. It's within everyone. You and I are the same. I am not 'better' or 'worse' than you.

Life is a mystery. There is so much we don't know and that's okay! Let's relax in that knowledge rather than fret. I used to want to know all the answers but the blunt truth is no one has them. This gives way to the thought of how there must be something higher? Something directing us. Something else is taking care of us. 

Something that came through to me in a dream a couple of weeks ago was 'There is no answer, just be'. I think this is a lovely note to end on. Stop searching, stop trying. Just be. 

Some words from my journal:

'When you decide to truly love all parts of yourself, 

you are igniting the soft,

gentle voice within that's always been there waiting to hold you and guide you'